crossmyheart

And I do want to show you
I will run to you to you till I
can't stand on my own anymore
I cross my heart and hope to die

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i got in a car accident last night

It was the single most frightening moment of my life, I was driving home from a figure drawing class when my brakes stopped working, and I completely lost control of my car until it slammed into a telephone pole and stopped. I was alright, and thankfully hadn’t done too much damage, but was sobbing and frantically searching for my phone to call the person who lived the closest to where I was.

I bet you can’t guess who was there two minutes later, wearing a t-shirt and slippers in the rain at 11:00 at night, hugging me, making sure everything was ok, and holding my hand the entire time. he waited with me for two hours, while the police, fire department, and tow trucks came, even though he had been writing a 15 page paper, and gave me a ride home, and would hear none of my apologies, being positive and supportive and wonderful throughout everything, even though he had every reason to be just as upset as I was, because he had just found out that morning that someone he knew had died in a car crash.

I didn’t get home until almost 1 am, and somehow made it through school, a stats test, and a french presentation with the worst headache I’ve had in a long time. I got home to discover that my mom had taken care of my car, and that she and my dad had decided to split the cost so I wouldn’t have to worry about working extra hours or picking up another job (a small miracle in itself, because they almost never even speak with each other).

In a strange way, I feel like the luckiest person in the world right now.

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Que Sera Sera

permalink Name: BrittTumblr Name: brighterthansunshineeBirthday: 3/24Age: 17Location: ConnecticutCurrent school/job: FHS, CosiSexual orientation: straightStatus: aliveRandom fact about yourself: I feel uncomfortable if I’m not wearing a necklaceHobbies/Interests: art, art, art, electric and upright bass, dance, reading, running, art.Do you smoke/drink: fairly frequentlyFavorite Tumblr blogs?: typelouder, eletheowl, pulpgirls, gorg, dinealonehearts, loveyourchaos, liquidnightWhy Tumblr?: Why not?

Name: Britt
Tumblr Name: brighterthansunshinee
Birthday: 3/24
Age: 17
Location: Connecticut
Current school/job: FHS, Cosi
Sexual orientation: straight
Status: alive
Random fact about yourself: I feel uncomfortable if I’m not wearing a necklace
Hobbies/Interests: art, art, art, electric and upright bass, dance, reading, running, art.
Do you smoke/drink: fairly frequently
Favorite Tumblr blogs?: typelouder, eletheowl, pulpgirls, gorg, dinealonehearts, loveyourchaos, liquidnight
Why Tumblr?: Why not?

permalink robot-heart:Craftzine.com blog : Lightbulb Terrarium from Instructables
This makes me want to recycle hundreds of lightbulbs, and make them all into different, detailed tiny terrariums, and stand them all up next to each other, or have them stick out of a wall…

robot-heart:Craftzine.com blog : Lightbulb Terrarium from Instructables

This makes me want to recycle hundreds of lightbulbs, and make them all into different, detailed tiny terrariums, and stand them all up next to each other, or have them stick out of a wall…

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i can't stop thinking about this.

the last time i saw him, he explained to me that he had requested today off from work, because his best friend is moving to another state, and as a going-away thing they had planned on spending the day on acid. having dated an avid user and dealer, i initially thought nothing of this, and told him to have a good time. when i asked him how his day was, he said “nothing bad happened, so it was good”. and it occurred to me that it was possible that the last time i had seen him could have actually turned out to be the last time. it would be hypocritical for me to preach about drugs, and that’s not what i’m doing here. but my god, that thought scared me.

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i feel so much less attractive then i was a year ago:|

…isn’t it supposed to be the other way around?

damn old facebook pictures.

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